Insomnia

to kenny and your companies .
here are e reasons why ii choose to leave e group .

firstly, ii must make e stand clear .
what ii say, uu guys need not agree .
but think about it if they are true ...

kenny, when you stead w jolyn .
and ii broke up w ivy .
you are e one who acc me and comfort me for a long period .
when ii was sad at tat moment .
you cheer me up .
no matter whr you go, uu will ask me to tag along .
even though if there are many ppl .
you will still be e one who acc me for whole day .

how about when i broke up w sam ?
you onli disturb me .
ii dun mind .
you did not talk to me and ask what happen, did not comfort me and when ii was alone sitting thr .
you did not acc me .

maybe people will change .
but e care and concern to a person will not change .

to ji you .
you are e one who sit w me so long to be my listening ear .
you did care and concren about me .
but e attitude of your towards me had changed .
the ji you in e past, no matter who's e one who sad or having problem(s) .
he will be e 1st few to comfort and help to solve problems for tat person .
you did comfort me, but it's too late .

to both of you .
ii had decided .
ii will not go back to e life of last time .
mahjong all day under a shelter .

i prefer wondering around sk, hg and punggol .
just like e life of last time .
we will share e common things .
bball, play lan, slack and chat .
treat everyone equal and go out tgt .
rather than, ii dun like this guy .
whr he goes, ii will not be around .
then wad's e point of everyone go out tgt without someone of e group ?
ii hope we will be like last time .
everyone go out tgt as a group .

but it's impossible .
ppl left and ppl changed .
it's right tat they got their decison if they wan to leave or stay .
but at least we try our best to pull them back .
*think why tat person will suddenly leave .
and what makes them leave .
isn't that thr some personal problem e person having or e way we treat them was different from e past .

without trust, a relationship, friendship and brotherhood wont last .
iif thr any opinions or views about that person .
we should say out, rather than when e person had totally changed and we told him/her .
it will be too late .

e past of us, we will think and care about one another's feelings b4 doing anything .
but now, we do what we like .
we did not care about ppl feelings .

that makes me feel that it's meaningless to stay in e group .
and ii decided to leave .

what you guys think of me, ii felt very disappointed .
think of what you guys said .
and what you guys had done .
ii had e thought of forget e past .
and stick w you guys .

but things that had happened changed my decision .
a true friend will be e one who can settle everything without quarrel .
even how many ppl saying bad things about him/her .
e true friend will immediatly find him/her to talk about it .
rather than leave e issue and pray that him/her will come to clear things personally.
even though things happened .
they will forgive and forget overnight just like what we had done in e past .

ii had changed .
but not my own will, is e situation and surrounding force me to change .
if ii dun adapt, ii reali will changed to a worse person .

takaiires guys .