Insomnia

tis few days many things happened .
hope my decison wont be a mistake .
many ppl wondering yy ii made e decision .
go think and get more understand bout it .
maybe one day uu will become me .

friday went swimming w mike, quack and jie nian .

ytd, went to jie nian hse to slack .
den went to mike's condo .
alvin and his friend came .
chat and went home .
alex went to jurong stay with his grandma .
think tmr coming back .

today, went out to slack .
den bball w jin fu they all .
sam called me and chat awhile .

she went home .
glad tat she do so .
iif not her mum will get worry again .

after making e decision .
ii saw many big pictures .
get to know how ppl feel as ii did not care them in e past .
sry ppl, ii too concentrate of sth .
ii will not repeat e same mistake .
now, ii knew who is e one who reali treat me e best .
when ii was sad, they comfort me .
when ii was bored, they cheer me up .
thx ppl, ii deeply appreciate it .

ii may not so close to you guys .
but time will pull us tgt .

to ji you:
iif you know yy ii choose e leave e group .
think bout how uu guys treat me in e past and now .
last time, uu guys will be e one who cheer me up .
acc me when ii was bored .
e one who truly understand me .

but now, things had changed and ppl changed too .
ii owe u an explanation .
ii will explain to you one day .
now is not e right moment .
as things will get onli worse .

ii thx and appreciate tat uu wanted to pull me back .
but, iif ii still stick to you guys .
more and more things will happen .
and we will quarrel again .
ii rather we not so close as e past than we quarrel again .

give me time to cool down and think .

as for sam, take good care of her .
ii knew tat ii did not cherish her too much in e past .
hope uu will .
and e ppl around you .
you are a guy who can think and care bout ppl feelings .
think thice b4 uu do sth .
a great friend and bro to stick with .

maybe becoz of many things, which caused things of now .
ii'm sorry for e mistakes ii had done in e past .
ppl do make mistakes .
but e point is, if he or she will learn from e mistakes .

to kenny, pepper, sam and ji you;
ii realised my mistakes .
but it's too late .
e time was so short for me to change .
ii may not totally see my mistakes and correct them .
at least ii tried .

thx for e things in e past .
uu guys take care .